Happy Valentine’s Day, friends! I hope you’re enjoying your day wherever you are, whomever you’re with, whatever is happening around you.
I have a quick tutorial for you, not specifically Valentine’s related, though it would be a good project to file away for next year!
I like to whip these cute zipper pouches up to accompany gifts. I’ve made them for Mother’s Day gifts filled with mama things, birthday gifts, etc. Adding the bow to the front makes it look a little bit more impressive, but it’s super, super simple.
Fabric choices change the look significantly–a striped black and white bow on the front of a bold colored pouch looks more grown up, whereas the fabrics I use in this post are more girl-friendly (as I made them for my daughter and my niece this past week). (more…)
Yo! I cleaned my sewing room yesterday and thought it a good opportunity to take some photos. Because I like seeing other people’s sewing rooms, you know? You’ve seen my Kansas sewing room (that baby was so bare! The notions cabinet was so empty!) and my Virginia sewing room (the images are all messed up–I don’t know why, sorry!). I didn’t have a sewing room in Connecticut or Florida. So here’s my current set-up in Chicago. (more…)
Sewing is so many things for me; a craft, a hobby, a versatile and useful education. But, something funny happened the deeper I got into the rabbit hole–I gained confidence, I figured out who I wanted to be, I gained a new perspective and a new pair of eyes.
When clothes fit you, when you have the creative control over every detail, and when you have the ability to take a pile of fabric and notions and turn them into something both beautiful and useful–well, that’s where the magic happens.
And that’s where my blog and business (previously known as My Yellow Umbrella) began to evolve. A couple of years ago, I found myself staying at home with our first precious babe, trying to figure out where my creative life would fit into this much bigger (more important!) job of being a mom. Then 16 short months later, we were blessed with another sweet babe and all of this took a back burner.
But, a year makes a big difference and as I was designing sewing patterns for my little family/home, I realized just what my little corner of the world should look like.
So, here we are–Alina Sewing + Design Co. Stay tuned for a pattern shop and blog posts about all of the creating I’ve been up to in the last several months!
Hello, my friends! Sorry in advance for the length of this post…perhaps if I wrote more often, the updates wouldn’t be so long. 😉
Today is just the official announcement of something I’m sure you all saw coming. I’ve officially closed the My Yellow Umbrella Etsy shop as of today. We left Kansas, moved to Virginia, had a baby, moved to Connecticut, moved to Florida, moved back to Connecticut, moved to Chicago, IL, and had another baby…in a 20-month span of time. It was a wild adventure. Anyway, for obvious reasons and, as most of you know, things were left “on break” here and in the shop. I didn’t know when I posted about “The Future” what things would look like in January 2015. When January 2015 arrived, I was hugely pregnant with baby #2, and not in a great place to reopen a business. 10 months later, I’m ready to officially switch gears, and that means closing the chapter named My Yellow Umbrella.
I started this blog as a school project in college in December 2008. It was called “The Case for Creativity” back then. I talked about online marketing and branding (my degree is in marketing and communications). My professors loved it and used it as an example in classes (hey, that was pretty cool!). Then, I graduated and began working at an advertising agency in a different city, and decided to start updating it with blog posts about the thrifting, DIY projects and fun things I was doing in my new city. I renamed it “My Yellow Umbrella.” I had started over from scratch; I didn’t know anyone and, since this was before I had a smart phone, would spend my weekends driving around the city with a paper map, picking new destinations so I could figure out how to get myself around. I found amazing places that my co-workers–who had grown up there–had never heard of. It was there that I met Cowboy (now my husband and favorite guy ever…also, how hilariously young is he in that photo?! And weird that I keep posting important things in February? Cowboy, The Future, Chloe’s Birth Story…it did all start with that Kansas Cowboy, I suppose!).
From there, we moved back to the city I went to college in, got married, and he finished his last two years of medical school. During that time of dating, getting engaged, getting married, and making a home for us, I found great joy in blogging about the things I was doing. I was deep into the culture of DIY and so was the content for this blog. Eventually, I left my job at the ad agency (I had been working remotely in a different city for awhile), and began to run MYU full-time as an Etsy shop and sewing+upholstery business. What an exhausting, fulfilling, wonderful adventure that was. Running a small business is not for the weak at heart. You must have enough passion and desire and dreams to fuel you when your physical energy runs low. That’s the stuff that pushes you to continue working when the going gets tough.
In the process of moving to Virginia, I left behind the client base for my sewing+upholstery business. A few months later, Harper was born…and I found my heart different. Overnight–quite literally–my entire focus and perspective shifted. Time became very valuable to me. I suddenly had a new job that I wanted to take very seriously. I am grateful to be a mother; not everyone who wants to be is given that opportunity, and I don’t take my gift(s) lightly. I have these little souls looking to me for direction and guidance and it’s terrifying and exhausting sometimes (okay, all of the time)…but, there’s nothing better. No business venture will displace their importance, and there’s really nothing else worth my time more than my family.
If I may be honest, I do miss having “my” thing. It was part of my identity for a long time (in fact, writing this blog post feels a little bit like coming home). I’ve spent a lot of time praying and thinking about how best to juggle motherhood and “business”…I honestly don’t know what that answer is for me. Or if there will ever be a clear-cut answer. Likely, it will be changing on a day-by-day basis. Some days, the stars align and my children nap at the same time and I think, “HALLELUJAH! PRODUCTIVITY!” Other days, we have what I call “popcorn” naps–one naps, then the other, then the other again–never at the same time. Some days, no one naps! That’s normal. Sometimes I can work a bit on things in the evening after bedtime or on the weekends. My husband is very nice and tries to take over with the kids for times on the weekend, but we’re all still in the same house, at opposite ends of the same hallway with no solid doors to close, and everyone panics when mom is trying to be productive and needs her right.this.very.second. (At least that’s what it feels like.) It happens. It’s a wonderful thing to be needed, even if I don’t want anyone to need me for a few minutes sometimes. (Ah–the struggle of all parents!) To sum all of this up–I’m in a special season of life where I have very young, high-needs children. I won’t ever be able to get their baby years back. So, I will not be reopening the MYU shop or selling read-made products again (in the near future, at least). I simply don’t have the time, nor the desire.
MYU has been like my first baby, of sorts. It’s something I loved doing and having. It taught me so very much, and I will always have that. This is the perfect time and place to close the chapter on MYU.
BUT–I’m not going anywhere! I’ve had something different in the works since July. Something that I think will fit into our current season much better. I’m not quite ready to give you all of the details (sorry for such a teaser), but I’m really excited. I had hoped to have it up and running before Christmas, but at the rate I’m going, I’m not sure that’s realistic, and that’s OK. This needs to be very low-pressure to fit into our current life.
As for what this means for myellowumbrella.com, I will essentially be re-branding the same website. One, there are a lot of blog posts housed here that I want to keep available, and two, I don’t want to host two web sites. I have a new logo and a new URL that I will eventually redirect myellowumbrella.com toward. And speaking of all of that, if anyone has a graphic designer/web designer that they would recommend, please do forward their information to me. That’s the piece of the pie that I do not enjoy doing myself. Rather, it makes me want to poke my eyes out. 😉
A big thank you to each of you who have supported my blog and shop. You’re the ones keeping small businesses alive, and that is so important to keeping our respective cities unique. Stay tuned for the next round of rebranding.
P.S. If you’ve ever purchased (or been gifted) anything from me, would you be so kind as to tell me what it was in a comment below? I plan on saving all of your comments in some sort of way to commemorate MYU and its role in my life. Much love!
Oh, friends. It’s so dusty around these parts. When I published my last post on February 12, 2014, titled, “The Future,” I had NO idea that I would become a mama again on February 12, 2015. Isn’t it funny how life surprises us? If you’ve read that last post, you’ll know that our life has been all kinds of crazy for the last year. To add to the crazy (because there’s never enough of that!), we found out two weeks before leaving Virginia that we were expecting again. I have a hilarious and sweet video of me telling my sweet husband about the surprise. So, unexpected as it was (we do know how it happens and were actively preventing, so…), the FOUR of us packed up in Virginia, moved to Connecticut for 7 weeks, moved to Florida for 9 weeks, moved back to Connecticut for 8 weeks, and then found out we were headed to the Chicago, IL area. True to military fashion, the Navy didn’t cut orders for us until days before the truck was to arrive at our house.
I was 30 weeks pregnant by then, and tired of spending life on the road, living out of suitcases. I saw about 10 different doctors in three different states for this pregnancy, which made things even crazier, especially with a toddler! So, I am happy to say that we are now settling in in Chicago, learning city life and the street-parking-only, public transportation, city condo lifestyle that it is. I would say that we’re not really city people, but we decided to embrace it for the next three years (how long we should be here), because why not?
Anyway, the reason for this post–we welcomed a baby GIRL on February 12, 2015. We left gender a surprise until birth, like we did with Harper, and we both honestly thought we were having another boy. From cravings to weight gain to how I carried to how everything matched up to all of the old wives’ tales–it was exactly like my first pregnancy. The only differences were that I craved more spicy food this time around and craved more sweets/carbs in my third trimester with Harper. It doesn’t match up at all to old wives’ tales! It’s so hilarious to me. We will probably leave all future babies’ genders a surprise, so now we REALLY won’t be able to guess! If it’s different–we won’t know! If it’s the same–we won’t know! Funny. 🙂
So, without further ado, I wanted to record Chloe’s birth story before things get too fuzzy. It should go without saying, but I’ll say it anyway–this is a birth story, and birth is personal and messy, so if you don’t care to read about my cervix, contractions, etc, then please feel free to skip this story. 🙂
I experienced the same prodromal labor (labor that starts and stops, can last for weeks) this time that I did with Harper. It started with Harper at 33 weeks, and started this time around 31 weeks. I start feeling Braxton Hicks very early (like early second trimester), and these are different contractions. They are actually dilating the cervix. Between 32 weeks and 36 weeks, I dilated one cm every week. It’s kind of like being in labor for.e.ver. With Harper, I found it exhausting and anxiety-inducing, because I didn’t know what my body was doing and how at risk I was for pre-term labor. I ended up carrying him until 38 weeks and 2 days, so this time, I felt pretty chill about it all. I didn’t feel a rush to give birth, even on the most uncomfortable of days. It was a much better experience knowing that my body just does this prodromal labor thing and that I can still carry full-term.
With Harper, I developed chorioamnionitis, which is an infection in the amniotic fluid surrounding the baby. I must have developed a slow leak at some point and didn’t realize it. That was the reason we went to the hospital with him, but he ended up being born four hours later. I still don’t really know if I was in fact already in labor with him that day, or if I spontaneously went into labor there at the hospital (they were minutes away from starting pitocin to induce me when my contractions started sticking to a pattern and actually started dilating my cervix, so they left me to be). I’m always having contractions. For weeks. Every 2-10 minutes, when they really start hitting their stride. They would be every few minutes for several hours and then would stop without warning. No amount of water, rest, heat, cold, etc., affected them. So, I kept saying this time around that I seriously worried I wouldn’t realize when labor was here to stay and wouldn’t make it to the hospital in time (my first baby was born 4 hours after contractions picked a pattern, and subsequent babies are typically born faster, so….yikes!). That was my only worry. So, we waited.
Chloe had been in one position nearly the entire third trimester–head down and bottom on my right side. About 36 hours before she was born (around lunch time on February 10), she turned posterior (her spine against mine, facing out). For whatever reason, maybe because that position causes intense back labor, it changed the contractions. They were very different. My body was crampy and just weird feeling. I don’t know how to describe it, it was just different. Contractions continued on through the rest of the afternoon, evening and even through the night. I woke up many times to very strong contractions. They were, however, not in a pattern at all. The next morning (February 11), I started feeling like I wanted to withdraw to focus on my contractions, which was new. But alas, I was alone with my toddler, who was having an epic day of tantrums and fits. I felt discouraged and frustrated. I wanted to be enjoying my last days with just one, but he was testing my patience, as I was already so very, very tired from weeks of contractions and not sleeping well. I didn’t think I was in labor, I just thought we were getting closer and this was par for the course. I now realize I was in big time denial that labor was here to stay. 🙂
Laboring alone with a toddler. Not my most favorite experience ever…
For whatever reason, around 2:00 that day, I texted my friend Julianna to (jokingly) ask her if I still got credit for having a baby on her birthday (Feb. 10) even if I just went into labor that day and had the baby on another day. This, obviously, lead her to start asking questions, and when I mentioned feeling the need to withdraw to focus on contractions (I was asking for prayer for patience with my toddler), she basically said: “WHAT! CALL YOUR HUSBAND! GET HIM HOME! CALL THE BABYSITTER! PACK YOUR BAG! YOU’RE IN LABOR, YOU CRAZY!” And then I realized that contractions had picked a pattern over the last hour (every 3-4 minutes, lasting 2 minutes each), and that she was right since my husband works an hour away. I hesitantly texted Jonathan and said, “I hate to draw attention if it’s a false alarm, but I could potentially be in labor. You don’t need to come home early. I just want to give you a heads up. Contractions are very different and I feel the need to withdraw to focus on them rather than try to ignore them like I have the last few weeks. Mostly, I need someone else to give Harper attention because I feel like I cannot right now. This has been going on all day, just gaining in intensity. This could be labor NEARING, but I thought I’d give you a heads up in case.” (Yes, I’m laughing at this now…)
Then I hesitantly texted the babysitter we had lined up. I had been having early labor contractions for so long (7 weeks) at this point that I was more worried about drawing the troops for a false alarm than I was about accidentally having a baby at home! 20 minutes later, my husband was on his way home and the babysitter was coming over straight from work. They arrived within 45 minutes of each other, and in that time, I got into the bathtub (once Jonathan was home to watch Harper and finish packing the suitcase). There was no doubt in my mind at this point that I was in labor (by 4:45), so I got out of the bathtub to help finish the suitcase (he was contending with the toddler, trying to pack, and trying to get stuff set up for the babysitter, so he needed help if we were going to get out of there anytime soon). I kissed my big baby goodbye around 6:00, but all I could focus on was the fact that I needed to get out of there in order to focus on delivering the little baby.
We drove to the hospital, got checked in, got an IV placed (I was GBS-positive a couple of weeks prior, so I needed antibiotics for baby), and then a doctor came in the check me. I had been a “stretchy 4cm” dilated (whatever that means) by 36 weeks, and was 5.5cm at that point. Contractions were still holding at 3-4 minutes and 1.5-2 minutes long, so we were there to stay. Since all of my early labor had been done at home, I knew I just needed to focus on active labor and transition. I didn’t plan on having a epidural, but didn’t rule it out. I have always said that I feel like it’s the duration, not the height, of the pain that really necessitates pain relief (at least it would for me, but I do know I have a high pain tolerance). If you’re 20 hours into labor, dude, you just need to rest! So, I didn’t rule it out, and I didn’t go in with a birth plan (I didn’t with Harper either), I just took it one hour at a time. LUCKILY, this hospital had a room with a TUB!!!! I had no idea about this as all of the labor and delivery tours were full past my due date by the time we got to Chicago, so I had never even seen the inside of this hospital or its rooms until I was in labor! Turns out, there was one room with a tub, and someone had just delivered in that room, so it was being cleaned. I wanted to sing! I had wanted all day long to be sitting in a warm tub, focusing on contractions, instead of trying to understand, between contractions, why my toddler was so upset about every little thing in his day. I can’t even tell you how fast I yelped “YES!” when they asked me if I wanted that room to labor in!
Laboring in the tub, and passing time between contractions browsing on my phone.
Over the next couple of hours, they got my IV placed for antibiotics, moved me to the tub room, and had been monitoring baby and I for long enough that they felt confident in our stability enough to unhook me and let me get into the tub (they just came to me with HR monitors every 30 minutes to check on baby before, during and after a contraction, and then left me alone in between checks – I didn’t even have to get out of the tub). Around 11:00, four hours after I had been checked and was at 5.5cm, I was 6.5cm. My antibiotics had finished running an hour prior, but they needed to wait until 4 hours after completion to break my water. So, we kept going. Sometime after midnight, I was feeling tired and hungry and decided I needed to change positions and get out of the tub and onto the birthing ball (my second favorite thing ever while in labor!) to get this show on the road.
Focusing through contractions just before hitting transition.
I had been group texting with a couple of my friends who were staying up with me to cheer me on (BEST.FRIENDS.EVER….they were getting texts like, “I’m so close to transition, I can feel it!” and “please keep reminding me that my hips and back are not going to explode into a million pieces!” and receiving hilarious face photos from a laboring woman that shall never see the light of day outside of that group of people, hahaha!). Around 1:00 am, I told them I had moved to the birthing ball so that Jonathan could apply counter pressure. And also, that I was starving and I wanted my sandwich, followed by the hashtag #letsdothis. 😀 And then I went silent on them….because the next 58 minutes were some of the longest and most intense of my entire life. I remembered how our doula with Harper had shown Jonathan how to apply counter pressure when I had back labor then, and because this baby was still sunny-side up, I felt like I was literally going to explode into a million pieces at the peak of every contraction (and they were still lasting 2+ minutes!).
I wasn’t hooked up to any monitors by then, so Jonathan couldn’t tell when I was having a contraction. I was on the birthing ball on front of the bed, and he was sitting on a stool behind me. I would tell him when I was about to start a contraction, and he would push his fists into our previously agreed-upon spot in my back as long until I felt the peak of the contraction pass and coming back down (up?) to earth (that’s what it felt like), I would say, “okay…thank you.” 🙂 And then I would spend the limited time in between contractions refocusing and regathering what strength I had left. We did this until 1:40, when the doctor came in and told us they had the all-clear to break my water, if I wanted them to. Of course, I said yes, wanting things to move along, knowing baby was protected with antibiotics. When she broke my water at 1:45, I was 8 cm. By then, I knew I was in transition, and just focused on making it through the next contraction alive (because anyone who has experienced labor, let alone back labor, knows exactly what I’m talking about…). Being in the bed on my back for her to break my water was HORRIBLE. I laid on top of my own fists to help alleviate any pressure that I could.
Right before they reclined me to break my water.
However, after she broke my water, I had two of the MOST INCREDIBLY PAINFUL AND INTENSE contractions that I think anyone could ever feel. In the second contraction, I somehow got out the words, “I’m….pushing!” (because Jonathan and I were alone in the room at this point). She was crowning before anyone got into the room, so after Jonathan paged the nurses to tell them I was pushing, he, being the doctor that he is, started throwing the bed into its birthing position. What came next was a lot of them telling me to stop pushing, me screaming, and people running in. They finished throwing the bed into birthing position, which meant reclining me back further, which was the most awful position to be in. My body was pushing and I had nothing to push against. I remember waving my arms like a mad woman and saying to Jonathan, “I NEED HANDS!” so he laid across my upper body and pressed both of his hands against both of mine. I remember two distinct times they told me to stop pushing, once after her head came out, and once after her shoulders were partially out. I now know that it’s because she was sunny-side up (face up) and that they had to do some maneuvering to get her out safely. But all I knew in the moment was that DUDE, that baby was coming OUT and HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU STOP PUSHING?!?!? (Answer: you don’t…not really. That’s like telling someone to stop throwing up, mid-vomit. There’s just no controlling it.)
THIRTEEN minutes after they broke my water, at 1:58am on February 12, Chloe Michele was born into the world. All 7lbs 2oz, 19.5 inches of her. Jonathan has been the one to announce gender to the room (and me) for both of our babies, and I wish so very much that someone had been recording him saying, “It’s a GIRL!…?????????” as if simultaneously so excited, so confused, and also trying to convince us all, since we thought for sure it was a boy. 🙂
We already can’t imagine life without you, sweet girl. Everyone says your heart will grow to accommodate the new baby, and that’s so hard to imagine before you’re in the midst of experiencing it. But, it’s so very true. So, very, very true! You’re now six days old (actually a week old only a few hours from now!), and I want to cry each hour that you age. Your brother is still a bit unsure about you, but mostly because he’s not a huge fan of sharing mommy…but, at 16 months old, he’s really still just a baby, too. We are so proud of our GIRL and so excited to watch you grow!
I wanted to take a few minutes to share where the MYU blog and shop are headed. You’ve probably noticed the substantial inactivity in both and A LOT of people have been asking me what’s going on lately. Some are concerned, some are disappointed, and some are just curious. I could be wrong, but I hear some of the voiced concern coming from a place of disappointment that I’ve given up on pursuing “my dreams” in place of becoming a wife and mother, so I wanted to take a few minutes to tell you how I feel about all of it. If you’ll give me a few minutes to paint the picture of what our life looks like for the next year, I’m betting you’ll agree, or at the very least, understand my decision! 🙂
To bring you completely up to speed, you would need to know that in May 2013, Cowboy graduated from medical school in Kansas and we moved to Portsmouth, VA, where he is completing his intern year (first year) of residency. In the civilian sector, residency is completed in one go, whereas in the military world, intern year is viewed separately from the rest of residency. So, we’ve always known that we were only guaranteed a year here in Portsmouth and then we would need to re-apply for whatever we wanted to do next, be it staying to finish residency or taking a break to do an operational tour.
In October 2013, Harper was born and our lives were changed forever! Many of you know and understand how your perspective changes when you become a parent. Simply put, you’re given the opportunity to re-evaluate the path you’re on and how it will affect that little life, because, well, life isn’t about you anymore.
In December 2013, the “lists” came out, telling us whether or not we would be moving or staying. We were wait-listed for both residency and the operational tour, so it wasn’t until the end of January 2014 that we found out that we got a spot doing exactly what we wanted–the operational tour! Cowboy will be trained for and act as an Undersea Medical Officer for the 3.5 years following the completion of intern year in June 2014. He will spend six months training in Connecticut and Florida, followed by a 3-year billet somewhere else (we won’t know until right before we have to move there).
On an adventure in Smithfield, VA.
SO, this is what the rest of our year looks like: in July, we will move to Connecticut. After six weeks there, we will spend 9 weeks (almost exactly 2 months) in Florida, living in a furnished place while our stuff remains in Connecticut. After that, we will return to Connecticut and stay for another 8 weeks, before it is time to pack everything up again and move (again, we probably won’t know where we’re moving to until right before we have to move there…I’ve heard of orders not being cut until DAYS before you have to move). When we moved to Virginia, it took me 6-8 weeks to settle in and unpack everything. So, by the time I’m “unpacked” in Connecticut, it will be time to throw our entire closets into duffel bags, and drive to Florida to live out of suitcases for 9 weeks…then we’ll be back with our stuff again at the end of October, but only for maybe another 6 weeks before it all gets put into boxes again. Hectic. I don’t even know if my sewing machines will get taken out of boxes, let alone the rest of my studio, because, well, what’s the point? So, running an Etsy shop becomes impossible during that time.
Of course, I could ramp it up between now and the end of June…but that’s a lot of work to drum up business just in time to close shop for the last 6 months of the year. When you run an online business, you act as the designer, the launderer, the shopper, the cutter, the seamstress, the customer service rep, the marketing/advertising team, the photographer, the copy writer, the developer, the accountant, the packer and the shipper. It’s a WONDERFUL business, but it is a lot of work. Anyone who’s tried it can tell you that. Not only that, but keeping up with the taxes and rules of different states (and combining/separating it all at the end of the tax year) can be a nightmare for someone like me, who HATES the tax/accounting side of it all.
Behind that, I know that I am EXTREMELY blessed to be able to stay home with Harper and live comfortably on my husband’s salary. I am ALSO extremely blessed in that I LOVE and am completely fulfilled and satisfied by my role as wife and mother right now. I know that that can be a very real struggle for some (and I’m not so naive to think I won’t ever struggle with it). Some little girls aspire to be business women when they grow up…but, if you had asked me what I wanted to be when I was little, I would have told you “mommy.” When Harper was born, it’s almost as if my soul was awakened and said, “THIS…this is what I was meant to do.” (I literally did think that on the morning of October 16, the first morning I woke up as a mother.) I am blessed beyond belief. (I am joy-crying just typing it all out!)
With all of that being said, I know that I could pursue my blog and shop. If I really felt driven to do it, I could and would do it with full support from my husband. (Even he has asked me why I’m not pursuing it at the moment, as he sees it as something I can have and enjoy for myself. He’s the best to encourage me in that arena!) But, for this year, at least, it simply doesn’t make sense. It’s not at all how I feel I should–or even WANT–to spend the time and energy I have. Wherever we end up living in January 2015, we will be for 3 years, SO I will certainly re-evaluate then! I’m not disappearing from the blog or from Etsy for forever by any means (I do have a little bit of inventory available in my shop right now!) . Life is always changing and moving. But for 2014, my main online activity will be on Instagram, and my projects will be to make gifts for friends and family. Creating for loved ones (vs. strangers) brings me immense joy! If I make something and you see it on Instagram, feel free to contact me about a custom order (I’ve taken four custom orders in the last month)…but don’t expect to see new ready-for-sale items there for a bit. I’ve prayed and prayed and prayed about this…and my heart’s just not in it. And in this business, it’s obvious when your heart’s not in it. 🙂
On the other side of this, can we get excited about the AMAZING adventure our little family is on this year?!?!??? We will finish out our time here in Virginia, then get to spend summer in Connecticut, fall in Florida and Connecticut, and winter (CHRISTMAS!!!) in Connecticut! We’ll be 2 hours from NYC and 2.5 hours from Boston. We’ll be able to catch the train to NYC for the weekend or jump on the ferry for 40 minutes and be on/in Long Island! The place we’ll be in Florida is a prime Spring Break location. We get to live in a beach house at the beach for 2 months. HOW AWESOME IS THIS?!?!??!???!!?? I am stoked out of my mind. And my husband will be working 40-hour weeks (or less)!!!! And he’s basically going to be getting paid to work out for 3 hours a day for those first 6 months, which he thinks is the coolest thing to ever happen to him. So, while our living situation will be all over the place, we’ll also get to enjoy some sense of normalcy in the work schedule. To sum it all up, we have an incredible year ahead of us. We’ll live in 4 states in a 7-month time period. That may sound unenjoyable to some, but some people would kill for an opportunity like that. So, why would I want to spend it sitting inside trying to drum up business or writing blog posts out of a place of obligation when we could be exploring these new places?
I’ve had all of these thoughts swirling around in my head and after being asked for the umpteenth time about what I’m doing with my life (if you’ve been one to ask me, don’t think I’m complaining–I thoroughly appreciate you taking the time to ask little ol’ me!!!), it feels really good to “get it all out.” Some people rely on the income from their online businesses or blogs and my hat is off to them because I know how much work it all is. You’re incredible. Seriously. I can’t and won’t compete with that kind of dedication (at least not this year)!
If you want to follow along on our journey of this year, be sure to follow me on Instagram. We’re bound to see and do some very exciting things this year. Love to you all!